• Whether, in fact, we ourselves will arrive whole and alive at the end of our journeys.

• remain flexible enough to notice and admit when what we expected to happen did not happen.

These are one of my favorite quotes that I saw and I feel that all of these quotes are true. Like the first one, we don' t know when we are going to die or if we will even make it through the day. And i know its a scary thought but its just life and we have to except that. And the second one is my favorite one because its just so true and we have to except the fact that what we want to happen when your younger may not actually happen when you get older. And through out this whole story I have realized that we as human beings have to except alot of things and we don't even realize it.

my final goodbyes

Goodbye WORLD and its wonderful glory. Goodbye San Diego and it's wonderful beaches and weather. Goodbye family, I'll be sure to say hi to uncle Henry for you:) Goodbye daddy the summers and holidays were fun and we had great laughs i love u :) goodbye parks and the grass that we lay in just to look at the sky and clouds. Goodbye sunsets that no one really notices because your not as beauitful like the other ones. Goodbye friends your the reason i am what I am today. Goodbye flowers that i would always randomly pick off someones garden. Goodbye ZOO and the great memories i had there since i was a little tiny kid. Last but not least...Goodbye future because now you are my past...

reading journal:)

So far what i read is really good.
Jacob is going to go feed the cats(lions and tigers) and the guy that's in charge, August, gives him old rotten meat to give to the cats. So while hes doing that august makes Jacob go in the cage where the tiger is and then next that happens is the tiger jumps and bites his arm!!!! So Jacob freaks out and starts screaming and what not. And august is just laughing at him! I was like what a jerkk!!!! But it turns out that the tiger has no teeth xD But Jacob was still pretty mad. I would have to say that was my favorite part (:

LUGUBRIOUS


CONCEIT





EPITAPH

reading journal(:

I lost track with what reading journal it was xD

Gosh darn bianca keeps texting me. I'm trying to do my reading journal WOMEN!!! but i still love her(:

ok ok now to the book...So far this book is kind of boring :/ I don't know why one minute i was so into it and the next I'm like blehh>:| so ANYWAYS Jacob's friend CAMEL(I know what a name right :p ) is trying to get him a better job on the circus then shoveling poop and keeping people in order. So when he finally talks to the ring master he totally ignores him and doesn't even consider him. And im like gosh what a JERRRRK! haha(:

So when he fianlly gets to talk to him, the ring master is like you don't belong here and blah blah blah all this mean stuff. But when he says he was in college to be a vet they decide to keep him because one of the horse is acting weird. So i thought that was good. Even though it was a cheap shot xD

So all of this is a flash back and in the present time Jacob is actually ninety three. so he i guess wakes up and he says that everything felt so real and that he really felt twenty three again. Which i thought was kinda of weird..
Then the circus is in town and everyone in the retirement home is all excited and so is Jacob. When he looks out his bedroom window he thinks to himself "Wow the performers have it good theses days, RV's, and satilite T.V". And when he was in the circus they traveled by train and bucks stacked three beds high with two people in each. I thought it was interesting that he got to see those changes in his lifetime.

That's pretty much where i stopped because there's no quite place in my house and I was in the kitchen minding my business and reading, but then my mom comes in and kicks me out>:| yes i know that's meann..