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"I kow it's going to be hard for you jacob, I understand that-Maybe better than you think. I don't like her, but...she's your sam. Shes everything you want and everything you can't have." -Leah

well leah said this to jacob and she was pretty much trying to tell him that she understands and knows what hes going through because that s exactly how she feels about sam... She wants him but she can't have him because he's already imprinted on this other girl. And bella has already found her one true love. And it's not jacob. I don't kow why Jacob keeps running back to her. Hes only goign to get hurt more and more. I wonder if bella even loves him the way she use to anymore... Probably not cause she has edward now. Poor Jacob... I wonder if he will ever move on or even better imprint on someone... maybe, maybe not... He might just be miserable for the rest of his life as sad as that sounds :(

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"Fact one, Bella'd said that the creature was protected by something as strong as vampire skin, something that was too impenetrable for ultra sounds, too tough for needles. Fact two, Rosalie'd said they had a plan to deliver the creature saftely. Fact three, Edward said that -in myths-other monsters like this one would chew there way out of their mothers

I shuddered.

And that made a sick kind of sense, because, fact four, not many things can cut through something as strong as vampire skin. the half-creatures teeth-according to myth-were strong enough. My teeth were strong enough...I had a pretty good idea exactly how rosalie planned to get that thing "saftely" out"

Oh my GOODNESS. In breaking dawn i just want to slap bella!! She's making me so frustrated!! that thing is going to kill her and she doesn't even care! I mean just because she can be brought back as a vampire doesn't mean anything!! what will she tell her parents?? Will she fake a death then just move out of town ? Or will she tell them?? And does she not see that rosalie is only using to get what she can't have?! UGHHH bella is very.....not smart in this book... it makes me mad! >: ANDDDD when THAT THING hurts her and she acts like its nothing, when it is obviously SOMETHING! >: ugh i just want to knock some sense into her >: And why can't jacob just tell her straight up? bella ur dumb, I can't believe ur goign to do this...

hmph.... >:(

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So im reading breaking dawn. Heres my quote

he didnt pause until we reached the dark side of one of the huge cedars. Then edward looked straight into the blackest shadow.
"thank you," edward said to the darkness. "this is very...kind of you."
"kind is my middle name," a husky familiar voice answered from the black night. "Can i cut in?"
My hand flew up to my throat, and if edward hadnt been holding me I would have collapsed.
"Jacob!" I choked as soon as I could breathe. "JACOB!"
"hey there bells."

so this quote really made me smile! I mean she hadnt seem Jacob in forever!!! and then he just shows up like that it was really sweet!
but this could make things worse...right? :/ cause now that she saw him she might not be able to let him go again... Coudl this really be the end to jacob and Bella? i really dont know... Ugh this is so confusing...

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so I read Pretty Little Devils and that book freaked me out so much :/ so the quote i had was from the secret blogger person

"the PLD's think they're such good friends. None of them have any idea what a real friendship is. Too bad I'll have to teach them...the hard way. I just hope I can hold on."

I guess this is true. You may think you have the best friends in the world and you can tell them anything but if they ever had to choose between you and your secret over them and their secrets, they would stab you in the back..... At least from my experience.
What is a TRUE friendship anyway??? To be honest with u i still havent found that one ture friend...

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so im reading breaking dawn and my quote is
"I'd had more than my fair share of near-death experiences; it wasn't something you ever really got use to"
ok, one no matter how many near-death experiences you have you will probably never get use to that. You can't be like oh theres a car coming my way, its going to hit me. But im use to it. HAHA no! it doesn't work that way xDDD and if you do say that thennnn thats sorta weird (no offense)
how can you even get yourself into that knid of trouble in the first place?? Well thats just how bela is i guess xD

reading journal.

"Maybe I would not be able to stop myself from killing people. Strangers, people who had never harmed me. People like the growing number of victims in Seattle, who'd had families and friends and futures. People who'd had LIVES. And I could be the monster who took that away from them."

So as most of u know I'm reading eclipse. And towards then end of one of the chapters Bella said pretty much the quote above. She's still debating whether or not she's ready to become a vampire. And who she wants to do it to her. Edward or Carlisle. And I don't blame her. It's a scary thing to change to. But what I don't get is WHY she's forcing it to be so soon if she doesn't even feel like shes ready? and also, if she "loves" Edward as much as she says she does, then why can't she wait until marriage and actually have Edward do it himself? Well I think it's just that she's not ready and that's the end of that. She needs to wait...


In my opinion. :p

new reading journal :D

So im reading eclipse and im half way done :D

so a part that i didnt really get is when Jasper is telling Bella the story of when he first became a vampire and how he got all the scars on his arm. And so he was in a battle thing with MARIA and he said after he did his "job" by you know killing off the new borns, i think that she would reward him.

and I didnt get that!

i was like wait what? how would she reward him??? by biting him and givimg him the scars or what? so i was really confused xD

so if anyone knows that would helpful :DD