Wednesday, January 28, 2009

reading journal.

"Maybe I would not be able to stop myself from killing people. Strangers, people who had never harmed me. People like the growing number of victims in Seattle, who'd had families and friends and futures. People who'd had LIVES. And I could be the monster who took that away from them."

So as most of u know I'm reading eclipse. And towards then end of one of the chapters Bella said pretty much the quote above. She's still debating whether or not she's ready to become a vampire. And who she wants to do it to her. Edward or Carlisle. And I don't blame her. It's a scary thing to change to. But what I don't get is WHY she's forcing it to be so soon if she doesn't even feel like shes ready? and also, if she "loves" Edward as much as she says she does, then why can't she wait until marriage and actually have Edward do it himself? Well I think it's just that she's not ready and that's the end of that. She needs to wait...


In my opinion. :p

1 comment:

K. Flewelling said...

That quotation is very creepy. Great choice. It creates such a vivid picture of her confusion.

I agree with you about her waiting! She demonstrates so much impatience - in Eclipse, that pretty much started to drive me NUTS!