reading journal.

"Maybe I would not be able to stop myself from killing people. Strangers, people who had never harmed me. People like the growing number of victims in Seattle, who'd had families and friends and futures. People who'd had LIVES. And I could be the monster who took that away from them."

So as most of u know I'm reading eclipse. And towards then end of one of the chapters Bella said pretty much the quote above. She's still debating whether or not she's ready to become a vampire. And who she wants to do it to her. Edward or Carlisle. And I don't blame her. It's a scary thing to change to. But what I don't get is WHY she's forcing it to be so soon if she doesn't even feel like shes ready? and also, if she "loves" Edward as much as she says she does, then why can't she wait until marriage and actually have Edward do it himself? Well I think it's just that she's not ready and that's the end of that. She needs to wait...


In my opinion. :p

new reading journal :D

So im reading eclipse and im half way done :D

so a part that i didnt really get is when Jasper is telling Bella the story of when he first became a vampire and how he got all the scars on his arm. And so he was in a battle thing with MARIA and he said after he did his "job" by you know killing off the new borns, i think that she would reward him.

and I didnt get that!

i was like wait what? how would she reward him??? by biting him and givimg him the scars or what? so i was really confused xD

so if anyone knows that would helpful :DD

what does media mean?

I still don't fully understand what media means. But I think it's some sort of communication between one person and a group of people about information or trying to sell them into something. And also maybe advertisements and logos.

reading journal (;

sorry kay that I'm posting this so late it's been a longgggggg weekend -.-

well anyway as u know i read twilight over the break and that book is AMAZING! i lovvvvve it! I started to cry when bella was about to....um drift away i guess u can say and edward was calling her name. NO BELLA, STAY WITH ME BELLA! BELLA, NOOOO! :'(((((( so sad! i seriously started to cry.... but it was still very good book :)

so now i am on new moon and everyone's like oh this one is boring and blah blah blah.

but its ok. it's not COMPLETELY boring but i was HEEEEE would come back :(((

cause u know how in the third chapter HE goes away :((( that part made me cry. I was like nooooooo:( don't gooo, don't leave poor bella.

hmphhh! so sad :( and how she describes how she feels on the inside without him :'(

that was really deeep :(

but then again im glad she became really close with jacob, but he likes her ina way that she doesnt because i think she feels like she doesn't want to replace edward :( and theres no wayyy that she can ever. Then jacob gets mixed up in sams gang and yeah :(((

but that where i stopped and where bellas talking to jacob and what he thinks hes doing!

hmm the book is good so far :)

halfway done :DDD